walking through the morning dew, refreshing and exhilarating....the cool breeze embraces us with enthusiastic tribal dance of the forest.
my fist clenched yours and walk silently forward, not a single word, not a single exchange, the communication flow from the warmth of your palm travels through our tight bond, i can almost feel every single strand of your thoughts swimming towards me, i welcome it with childlike anticipation.
the warmth of the sun showered us in its full glory, i wipe the sweat of your forehead, and then our gazes locked, the atmosphere standstill, and smile painted on our faces seems to carry us further into our exploration.
the chill set me to cough violently, i sit straight up on my back. looking franticly for your clenched fist. i can't feel your heartbeat, i can't find your gaze, the air conditioner noisily sending more chill to me, my arms swim aimlessly in the pitch black, and then my tears breakthrough the floodgate, because i realize i have lost it.
我爱上让我奋不顾身的一个人 我以为这就是我所追求的世界 然而横冲直撞被误解被骗
是否成人的世界背后 总有残缺
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If there is time machine, I hope to go back to the time before you fell for him... so that you will be in love with me instead of him.... Then, there will be happy ending for you and me....
Shutting myself away from you is not because I hate you... When I really like someone, there are so many times I cannot control myself. Jealousy, selfishness, inconsiderate.... might destroy the only friendship we have in between. I know my characters... There are several times when I asked myself what if I know that you are having intimate pleasure moments with others, how would I feel? This kinda stupid thoughts somehow hurt me... What if I see that you are getting closer and closer with other guys who are interested in you too? It hurts me too. So the only choice I have is to stay away from you until I forgot the feelings... I hope you can understand this from my point of view.
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